220106 - crisis

 hello!

it's January 6th a.k.a. my lil bro's birthday (wtf he's already 19?!?!???)

and also dek momo's birthday (into1's linmo y'all)

but that's not the main highlight of my story today.


5 days have passed since new year party (which i wasn't having btw. 31 December night went by like ~shoosh~ i was just chillin on my bed, inside my blanket, scrolling through my phone, and my sis was doing the same, but a little bit of difference, she was asking me to buy food. she was like "why don't we at least celebrate it with food!?")

yeah, already January 6th with still no updates on my new job status.

i have been on the edge since last month (a.k.a December 2021) because of this new job.

the recruiter said all the documents are already completed and i should just wait for the date of the medical check up.

but guess what.... i've heard none............ until now.........


because of that info, i've been slacking on my work at my current office because i thought i'd be leaving soon......... BUT IT'S BEEN A MONTH........... and i've been slacking for a month....... like, i have no mood to do my job whatsoever!!???

so different than the first months i worked here.

idk. maybe i'm just too eager to move to my new job. and why is everytime i'm about to change job, my current office condition just kinda pushes me to get outta the office faster!??!?

like, suddenly i've been assigned a work that has no relation with my main skill, and some emak-emak here gossipped about me because i didn't come to work for a few days WHICHHHH ALMOST EVERYONE KINDA DOES ANYWAYYY!???

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so, about this crisis............... 

i'm actually feeling kinda held back because of this waiting...

i found other job opportunities that seem like also offer good money and experience, but i was really contemplating about applying for it or not! because i'm still waiting for my (almost) new job :'(


but my uncle encouraged me to apply for it this morning. because he said we shouldn't let go of opportunities!

well, maybe i'll try to apply for it............

what will happen after it is still a mystery though.............

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